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ACG
16 17 years young
HS Junior SENIOR \:D/
I cannot function in a world without music.
I want to fly.
I admit to being extremely random.
I shop to stay sane.
I ♥ my BHs.
I want to travel the world someday.
I learn from the TV.
I actually love school. :|
I believe I am a superhero in my own right. ;))
I lead, but it is He who leads me.

Not the next.
The first.

More somewheres.
Multiply!
I can't believe I still have this
Monday, June 29, 2009
He's out of my life

RIP MJ.



You will be remembered forever.


***

For the past few days I've been ranting my brat socks off, I wasn't able to write about something so big and earth-shattering: quarantine.

It's the swine flu thing. The A(H1N1) that had hit the world by storm. There was a positive case in our school, so the lovely folks at DepEd sent us in a 10-day anti-vacation.

Normally I'd be happy with this. Thrilled, even. Not just because I'd be catching up on precious sleep and my even more precious anime shows (I watch them as religiously as a housewife does her soaps), but also it's actually pretty darn exciting. I mean, this doesn't happen often and I can almost imagine history books being written about the swiney and how schools are suspended and future students like me whining about how lucky those then-students were.

But this isn't normally. This is Kapatiran Week. And this doesn't happen often too.

The realization of work wasted not set to reality is so painful, I could cry.

To top it off, we were given AMPLE homework. And I do mean ample.

Unfortunately, I'm being very unproductive.

♥ ayna: 4:34 PM.
Monday, June 15, 2009
You're a star. Now shine!

School has begun.

And I'm pretty horrified really. It's like summer zoomed into oblivion. I wasn't able to enjoy it as much as I would've liked to, plus there are some stuff I should have done but have not done yet. I am still not ready!!

Okay so I'm such a brat.

But there are little happy points here and there, I guess. Like this one thing. Which I'd rather keep to myself.

I'll just say that the palest and the warmest of stars have aligned, and somehow things are becoming better. But it's still not what it used to be, when those stars were once a united mass of beautiful, sparkly light.

I'll leave it at that and won't complain. Beggars can't be choosers, right? (Wait. But I'm not that desperate!)

So obviously I've lost all sense of coherence. If this isn't writing I'd be rattling now like a madwoman. And I'm probably the only one who can understand myself.

This. This is the result of this bloaty feeling.


But in all honesty, I will admit that I am deathly scared that Senior year has started. Because it's here and now. Because it should be The Best Year Ever. And I know what I will be doing will leave an indelible mark in the pages of my history. I'm scared that maybe after this, I will be filled with emptiness, or worse, regret. I just don't want to screw this up. This is my only chance. (Unless I make myself advertently fail for another chance, but I'm not about to do that.)

***

Just because this diminished my despondency and made me lol forever: click.

♥ ayna: 9:17 PM.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Rain, rain!

School starts a few days from now and I'm not ready. At all.

I don't think I was even ready to visit school. Yesterday the SC had a meeting with the A Team, and we also prepared somewhat for the Mass of the Holy Spirit (which the Seniors will be sponsoring). It's great to see my girls again, and I like how we get to sponsor a mass so early in the year when there isn't too much work yet. Still, it made everything feel so effin near.

Max, Monique, Tricia, Trisha and I also bonded at Burger King after. We met the T-Man, who we hope to never see again. Dude is psycho.

It was raining extremely hard then, like right now. Is it too much to ask for some first-day suspension?

***

So let me do a final installment of my SHL as an official farewell to summer (boo!).

SUMMER HAPPY LIST!


1. Kris Allen is our American Idol
This made my summer.

2. The Crazy Weather
Specifically, the rain. Others would hate it (since it is summer afterall) but I love how it gets all dark and cold - an expected side effect of my heliophobia. (I haven't gone swimming the entire summer!)

3. Miss Management and Jojo's Fashion Show



These games are addicting like whoa. If you're a girl, it is a given that you adore JFS (and might I mention, MY DREAM WEDDING GOWN IS THERE!). And my uncle RC introduced me to MM and it was addiction at first play. I finished it in less than two days - I dare anyone to try completing it faster. It just keeps you interested, even if it gets insanely difficult towards the end. I love how it's so sitcom-ish, and the characters are so amusing and charismatic. Mahavir can call me anytime.

4. Blair and Nate ♥



Sigh. They didn't happen because they're too perfect to be real.

5. McDonalds' Caramel Sundae
Mmmm. My perpetual companion for the duration of review classes. It's (almost) worth the calorie overload.

And of course,

6. You, my laptop
To think it's just been a year since we've been together. Somehow I can't imagine how I survived without you before. I'd probably be fighting with my sibs for the computer. /o/

So I guess this it. Adios summer!

♥ ayna: 3:17 PM.