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16 17 years young
HS Junior SENIOR \:D/
I cannot function in a world without music.
I want to fly.
I admit to being extremely random.
I shop to stay sane.
I ♥ my BHs.
I want to travel the world someday.
I learn from the TV.
I actually love school. :|
I believe I am a superhero in my own right. ;))
I lead, but it is He who leads me.

Not the next.
The first.

More somewheres.
Multiply!
I can't believe I still have this
Monday, September 21, 2009
Something about you is so addictive

"YouTube, Twitter and Facebook will merge to form one super time-wasting website called YouTwitFace."
-- Conan O'Brien

Because I am always so updated with pop culture:

* The long wait is over. GG is back! \:D/ Episode 2 tomorrow!
* I'm sick of the Kanye-Taylor references, even though they are funny.
* Selena Gomez looks lovely in the Creative Arts Emmys. (Too lazy to post. Google it, it's worth it.)
* Kris Allen's debut single, "Live Like You're Dying" will be out tomorrow. Apparently it's a cover of a The Script B-side, but I've heard a snippet on YouTube and it sounds awesome.


♥ ayna: 11:32 AM.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Benedictus

What am I that you should love me,
and hold me as you dearest love of all?

I am ASHAMED. The 35th Foundation Day mass of our school, and I slept through the homily, my head bobbing simultaneously with Zian.

I am NOSTALGIC. Many of our past teachers were there for the celebration (no Ms. Molave though :( Boo!), including our Grade 4 Math teacher and our JSCAA moderator, Ms. Becky Ruadap. She remembers me!

I am SHORT. The SCAA were asked to line up by heights for the pre-mass procession. And I am second in line!

I am THANKFUL. As I walked back to the building after the mass, the wind was cool, and despite the chattering around me, I felt silence. I felt satisfaction and a sense of belongingness. It was a perfect moment. I realized belatedly that though there are things I'd change about it, Assumption had given me a home AND a family for 13 beautiful years.

I am PROUD. Our batch had put that atrocious first practice in the auditorium aside, and now we SHINE in "Iduyan Mo." Yayy Seniors!

I am MARVELLING. And why shouldn't I, when His love gives us so much to marvel about? :)

♥ ayna: 6:58 PM.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Ignorance

Just watched Spectacular, the new Nickelodeon made-for-TV movie. It wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. The lead guy, Nikko, is every bit the Nick boy - rugged pretty boy, charismatic, Martin Johnson types (examples: Drake, Addie's hot brother Ben, Derek). I liked the wonderful flashiness of their Crowning Moment of Awesome (copyright from TVTropes) and the songs are good in their own right.. but I like High School Musical better.

I was also able to watch episode 6 of Skins after a long time. (By the way. I've been questioned many times over the fact that despite our truckload of school work plus additional responsibilities, I can still watch ALL my shows. Multi-tasking, people.) After watching, I partly regretted ever checking out the series, as it had led me to a scary revelation. It was there for a while now, but I ignored it - but now I realize it's too real to ignore.

Since I did not want to lose sleep over it, I dutifully asked around and was relieved to know that this inkling isn't as abnormal as it seemed to be. Thank goodness for all the weird people in the world.

So yes, I watched yaoi and I liked it.

You just really can't deny what you feel.

♥ ayna: 5:24 PM.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Maybe we should stay lost.

First legacy core group meeting and report card day today. I don't know what to feel.

My grades are meh. Pretty good, but not sparkling, like before. I was surprised at my awesome PEHM though. How the hell did I get such a mark when I could barely remember what we did?

The meeting was draining, somewhat. Motivating sure, but there was a bit of demoralizing that set in. Whoever said that generations can be bridged has not met some of the people I had. But I am not going to make that a problem, but a challenge. (That's the spirit!)

The best legacy ever. It will be a reality.

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I probably shouldn't have typed those three asterisks since this pretty much follows. After the legacy meet, I went to the one for our school fair. There was a HUGE mood change. It was only among the Year IV Execom, but we had the strength, optimism and idealism of a full-fledged working force. I was surprised at the logic and the surprising empiricism (for lack of a proper word) we had; we were basically doing professional-level market analysis, feasibility studies and whatnot. I almost felt like we were the board of a huge corporation of sorts.

Now this is a good opportunity to segue to our Job Shadowing activity we had yesterday. I belonged to the Marketing, Sales, and Service Career Cluster along with Aien, Angel, Mariz, OC and Pat. It was a road trip-slash-learning experience that bound all of us together in the end.

After, I stayed at my Tita Cora's house. Now that I think of it, the generation gap we have is far greater than to those I previously mentioned, but we related like kindred souls. For a time where I was supposed to just wait for my ever-slow sundo, I was opened to a lot.

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My sisters and I all had our hair cut today. Mine's so much shorter than I would've liked, but now it's a bit past my shoulders. I feel refreshingly lighter now though. Plus, my hair grows at ASTONISHING speed. I swear like two months from now, it will be back to it's almost waist-length glory.

♥ ayna: 5:45 PM.