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ACG
16 17 years young
HS Junior SENIOR \:D/
I cannot function in a world without music.
I want to fly.
I admit to being extremely random.
I shop to stay sane.
I ♥ my BHs.
I want to travel the world someday.
I learn from the TV.
I actually love school. :|
I believe I am a superhero in my own right. ;))
I lead, but it is He who leads me.

Not the next.
The first.

More somewheres.
Multiply!
I can't believe I still have this
Monday, June 15, 2009
You're a star. Now shine!

School has begun.

And I'm pretty horrified really. It's like summer zoomed into oblivion. I wasn't able to enjoy it as much as I would've liked to, plus there are some stuff I should have done but have not done yet. I am still not ready!!

Okay so I'm such a brat.

But there are little happy points here and there, I guess. Like this one thing. Which I'd rather keep to myself.

I'll just say that the palest and the warmest of stars have aligned, and somehow things are becoming better. But it's still not what it used to be, when those stars were once a united mass of beautiful, sparkly light.

I'll leave it at that and won't complain. Beggars can't be choosers, right? (Wait. But I'm not that desperate!)

So obviously I've lost all sense of coherence. If this isn't writing I'd be rattling now like a madwoman. And I'm probably the only one who can understand myself.

This. This is the result of this bloaty feeling.


But in all honesty, I will admit that I am deathly scared that Senior year has started. Because it's here and now. Because it should be The Best Year Ever. And I know what I will be doing will leave an indelible mark in the pages of my history. I'm scared that maybe after this, I will be filled with emptiness, or worse, regret. I just don't want to screw this up. This is my only chance. (Unless I make myself advertently fail for another chance, but I'm not about to do that.)

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Just because this diminished my despondency and made me lol forever: click.

♥ ayna: 9:17 PM.