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ACG
16 17 years young
HS Junior SENIOR \:D/
I cannot function in a world without music.
I want to fly.
I admit to being extremely random.
I shop to stay sane.
I ♥ my BHs.
I want to travel the world someday.
I learn from the TV.
I actually love school. :|
I believe I am a superhero in my own right. ;))
I lead, but it is He who leads me.

Not the next.
The first.

More somewheres.
Multiply!
I can't believe I still have this
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Maybe I will.

I've got soul but I'm not a soldier.
-- All These Things That I've Done; The Killers

It's the season of college entrance exams. It will officially begin with a bang next weekend, where the UPCAT will finally befall us.

Anyway. On the way home a while ago, Mej and Pat asked me a question I haven't asked myself.

"Ano gagawin mo kapag nakapasa ka sa lahat?"

I honestly don't know. Because I honestly am not sure if I will even pass. I want to - desperately - and I believe I can. (The power of affirmation yo! The Secret!) And that for me is ALWAYS better than actually knowing.

The only answer I could give then was, I'd cry. And now I'm realizing how real that is. It would be like a culmination of everything the college entrance exam season had put (and will be putting) me through. It would be the exhale after weeks (and soon, months) of staring at my modules. It would be an expression of relief, happiness, and just unadulterated gratitude for living through it all.

If I would among the 10,000 out of the 70,000 that would be so blessed to be among the iskolar ng bayan - I'd cry. If I would be able to be a part of the Ateneo community, which had always been my dream school ever since I could remember - I'd cry. if I would be able to be accepted to the immensely difficult quota courses I had chosen - I'd cry.

I want to cry that cry.

♥ ayna: 7:13 PM.